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My Diaries
I used to maintain a presence in some of the most popular social networking sites, but I later found out that some of them are not very user friendly - I mean they sometimes don't allow me to publish certain posts as they declared that they are in violation of their policies. And to publish my contents, I need to conform with their formats, thus disabling me to use my own preferences of text, image and media formats if I would like to use. There are risks when these sites might be closed for various reasons, and then my investment will all be gone. The local authorities might block the access to a number of Internet surfers particularly those from the People's Republic of China. In one word, it is very inconvenient to use a third party site to publish my contents.
In addition, I have found out that my sites in the social networking sites were not much useful to promote my business and social contacts and thus I will never open accounts in any third sites and I will only rely on my own sites to expose myself to the world, partly also because I own enough skills to develop a well designed website for myself, whatever technologies are available(:
Hence I have withdrawn from all the social network sites and disappeared for a number of years. And now it's time to come up again and tell the world what I am doing and what I have done. This site and several other sites I am maintaining are still in preparation and therefore there are contents mixed up or very disorderly organized. I hope sooner or later the situation will be improved.
From Oct 19, 2020 on the diary will be moved to another location.
My diaries were written not continuously – instead they were stopped most of the time over the last decades, as such I could not recover and remember most things happened over the last years, and I am a person who simply cannot remember what were happening a few days ago, for most daily routines. I can only remember very few, those really important and with great impact to my life. Therefore if I could not write them down carefully, they are lost forever.
On Sept. 17, 2011, I decided to write my diary on Saturdays only, because I’ve simply no time during the week, when, apart from the usual business and daily issues, I’ve to resume studies of mathematics and English. On Sundays, I need to design my socalled Total Operations Management (TOM).
Before I used to write my diary almost every day, and now it turns into a weekly diary. This diary is again turned into my online blog, although they are not entirely the same. By publishing, I’ve selected those not of privacy matter.
But less than two weeks later, on Nov 15, 2011, I stopped writing my weekly diary last week due to extremely busy work. The past two weeks again were spent on updating my website, verifying ssh accounts, confirming free hosts with free smtp functions, looking for software able to locating email accounts of my customers and custom-mailing applications and so on. Finally the job was nearly done.
A little more than half a year was passed and then on June 10, 2012, I I was resuming writing my essays in English. Apparently meantime I was writing my essays in Chinese. Sometimes I was angry with foreign languages especially German and even English occasionally because these countries did not provide me with the slightest chances in whatever businesses or jobs were concerned, therefore I decided to stop using their languages. But pretty soon I found writing English was more handy than Chinese, mainly duo to typing problem: typing English letters is much easier than Chinese characters. Perhaps also because I am used to English already, also my English is in no way better than my Chinese.
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I have been writing my diaries from time to time since the 1980's when I was a teenager and when I was studying at the university in Shanghai, China. But I didn't keep writing after graduation. Only after more than 20 years I started to resume my diaries again from about 2003. Some of these late diaries were published in my personal websites, but most of them are unpublished and instead are kept either in my computer or in my note books at home in my drawers in hard paper forms.
And now I will continue to write my diaries in various form and will try not to interrupt the writing, although I can not guarantee that will be a daily routine. There will be one big change this year however. From this year on, the diaries will be published in a separate website instead of part of my private websites, the reasons being that I don't want some of the viewers of my diaries to learn much about my private life except those disclosed on the diary websites.
I originally planed to write the diaries in four languages - Chinese, English, German and French, albeit not simultaneously. But I've changed my mind and instead I will only write my diaries in English, because of denials of opportunities to me over the last decades by governments, religious organizations, universities, professors, NGOs for liberty and democracy, and many more while I was pursuing my researches for various topics, my jobs and my other services. I hate them all, therefore I've decided to completely give up all my language talents in German, French, Russian, Greek, Hebrew, Latin except English, which is in any case useful in my life and career. Just a couple of days ago I had an idea to write some for German newspapers and magazines by reporting what's going on here in China, but pretty soon I said no to this idea. It was one of my saddest decision to give up German and several other languages because since my early days of university, I have been spending millions of hours studying them all, to a degree of almost native speakers. I can write German directly, I have read thousands of German books, and to a lesser extent French literature. I begin to understand Russian novels etc etc. It was a very painful decision, because languages is one of my most precious assets. Without languages I have lost one big arms of mine. Of course I am still very competent in some of the other areas, such as IT and science, but only linguistic talents tell me apart from many others, for many people have the same talents in IT and science like me, but few have these languages as well. But this decision is irrevocable because there is anyway no way to use those languages and why wasting my time on them then? I will concentrate on my science part in my later life - that is IC design, and particularly I want to become the best modem designer in the world in the near future, particularly those modems used for satellite broadband. Therefore I have no time to keep my multilinguism.
Contents of my diaries will cover my daily activities - of course only those I consider worth writing and publishing, and also those important events happening now or happened over the last years on the same day as far as I can remember and as long as they have impact on my life. Probably I will also tell the world what I am thinking about the development in the world in my judgment, but I will reserve my opinions to the absolute minimum, because everybody has his own ideas, and mine are not necessary the best ones.
From my diaries you may have the information about most important events happening here in China and worldwide as well as my personal story. My diary is not just my own time line, rather, it is the human history in my eyes and views.
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For more information about my diaries refer to this diaries_snapshot for a quick glimpse of how I am making records of my life, for many diaries are not yet edited for pulishing due to time constraints.