Life

However, the system is so corrupt that I have again decided I won’t feed up the corrupt officials by making a large enterprise, and instead I decided to make small money just enough for my living. But still I have planning for doing something really big and tried to implement the plan if China is going to be more and more free. But this turns unlikely in the foreseeable time.

Nevertheless, I have managed to gather working experiences in a variety of industries, roles in several forms or organizations and entities incl. Fortune 500 multinationals, design and research institute, private enterprises and more. I have partly achieved what I have planned for career – to work as in many firms and organizations in differing forms as possible. That goal was basically realized.

Phase III Live at Ease (2005 to Now, age 42 to eternity)

And I am getting older as well. At the age of 42 or in 2005, I was extremely despaired by my efforts in business and with the age I am tired of ambition and whatsoever, and determined not to pursue after any significant business and have also worked out my complete plan for life, academic studies, career and others for the rest of life, where I decided not to go after big money, big business, high position, more friends, but excellent health, and closer relations with my parents. Academically I am still ambitious, and try to do something. And considering the hardship in doing business in China, I have also decided to grasp a job somewhere, this is while I have spent sooooooooooooooooooooo much time and efforts in writing this and the other resumes.

To conclude, I find myself quite vacant with retrospection of my past. I have only realized a small part of my dream, but failed most other goals. Shall I end my life and career in this way? No, I’m determined to do something useful, to me and to the human kind over the next decades.

II Philosophy

Freedom is the utmost important issue of the life and career at least to me.

I consider the following is the right order of importance to my life:

1. Health
2. Parents and their happiness; Social relations and the responsibility
3. Academic achievements or knowledge
4. And lastly Career achievements that is either money, positions or fame or all of them

III Lifetime Goal & Mission

Mission

1. To understand and clarify my position in the world of past, present and future as well as in China and the world, in order to distinguish myself from others, and
2. To make myself useful to human kind by acquiring the necessary knowledge, skills and experiences and expertise in order
3. To serve the general public

Goal:

1. To maintain a healthy and strong body – if possible to climb all major mountains in the world
2. To take care of my parents;
3. To write some of the best books about cryptography
4. To earn enough money for the above needs

IV Personal Life Management (PLM)

A new initiative to implement a total lifetime management for my self in al areas of activities – health and sports, social responsibilities and connections, learning and academic achievements and finally professional efforts. Like managing your business, you shall also manage all your life incl. business with all the theory, practices, technology and services developed and provided for and to the business management. I have to configure how to integrate these technologies in order to fit the special needs of PLM.

Managing my life just as other are managing their business

V Personality

5.1 Positive Sides

Honest & reliable
Punctual
Systematic or logical thinking
Confident
Calm against any changes, incidents or dramas
Serious

5.2 Negative Sides

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5.3 Neutral

Proud
Slow acting
Introvert
Shy
Reticent
Low voice
Not tall enough (physically)

5.4 Lifestyle

I keep a fairly regular life with fixed schedule every day since about two decades ago.

Conservative
No alcoholNo smoking
Quasi vegetarian
Nature-bound

VI Physical Status

1. Birth date: Aug.20, 1963
2. Birth place: Huzhou, Zhejiang province, China
3. Height: 1.71 meter
4. Weight: 65 kg
5. Health status: used to be one of the healthiest persons in the city, but deteriorating since the death of my father in November 2006 (♀74)
6. Marital status: married once, single ever since, without kids
7. Quite nicely looking

Look 30’s, work, study and think 20’s

VII Nationality, Citizenship & Country of Residence

Momentarily I am living in Hangzhou, China, which is also my nationality and citizenship

I consider myself a global citizen with no race discrimination

VIII Current Focus: Cryptography

My current focus can be summarized in two areas:

8.1 Cryptography Studies

Briefly speaking, this involves the research, development, consulting, information about the cryptography and Internet security.

8.2 Languages

I will continue to read literatures and some of the other cultural relics of the four major languages – English, German, French and Russian to keep my language level not declining too quickly. I am also planning to improve my Greek, Latin and Hebrew.

IX Previous Competences

Over the past two decades or so I have been trying the hardest in learning and working in several areas. As a result I have accumulated certain competence in these areas, here below is a summary.

9.1 Academic or Industry Relevant

9.2 Functional

X Loss of Opportunities

I used to have met with many opportunities either in academic, profession or private life.

With regards to academic, I have given up doctoral studies in a number of European and North American universities due to the private life arrangement, when I was engaged with a girl from Taiwan, because she could speak neither English, nor French nor Deutsch, and I have got a job in Taiwan (a Bechtel-Taiwan Joint venture) to unite with her but soon after she kicked me off..

And to take care of my parents, I cannot leave China and stay in a city close to my hometown, where my parents live. Here in Hangzhou, there are barely opportunities in business. It is not an internationally recognized metropolis, few international known companies come to Hangzhou for business, and local businesses are concentrated on light industry, textile, some IT, and tourism, few in the power industry.

There were many many cases where I sacrificed private arrangement to career or business development.

XI Hobby

I don’t have much hobby to enjoy. Earlier I played violin, learned painting, written poems of Chinese old style, tried to write novels … but stopped after graduation in 1989. Sports is of course my everyday need, but I have no special talents in any of them – right now mountaineering has become my only hobby and I even consider it as more important than anything else. Without going to the hills I feel sad and downcasted. Nevertheless, my dream life is to make mathematical calculations while playing violin, such as A. Einstein used to do.

My Education, Career, Business and Other Important Information

When I was a little kid, I wanted to become one of the top scientists, or among the top Chinese leaders. The former still remains valid, the later not.

I have an extraordinary career and life path behind me, which has witnessed both tides and ebbs.

I have sacrificed my own future for others, so that now I am myself in crisis.

Although I have been met with tremendous challenges, difficulties, and troubles over the last decade or so, yet I never give up and continue to survive in the world.

Regardless of the hardship over the past years, and considering the fact that I am approaching 50, I am still able to maintain my optimistic view and enjoy my life.  I am still looking very young – from my outer appearance I am like a graduate student with even younger mentality.  People say I look like a shining boy and seem to never have met with troubles at all in my life. Surprising?

My Dreams

It is simply unbelievable and remarkable that I am making so many dreams where some of the most best known people are appearing in my dreams.

Since the death of my father in November 2006, I dream of him at least every week.

Then afterwards, since June 2007, I have been dreaming of political, business and scientific leaders of the world very often, such as Bill Gates, Hu Jingtao (China’s President), Wen Jiabao (Chinese Premiere), British Queen, British Prime Minister and others… In fact, I never think of any political leaders, or businessmen during the day, because they are not of my favored people. On contrary these are the people I very much dislike, or even hate to extreme, because they are great criminals to the nations and the people and to GOD as well. They are liars, evil-doers, cheaters and all kinds of criminals (without these personalities they cannot climb to the hierarchy of the political machines and amass huge wealth - behind every huge wealth there is a great crime as Belzac once put it – therefore I never favor any of them, particularly those of China). Of course I am dreaming of becoming a great scientist – however, I very seldom make such dream – only once with Stephen Hawking and Albert Einstein.

I’ve also seen Jesus Christ once in my dream around September 2009.

Due to so many repetitive dreams, I have to decide to make some records of the important ones. The following are the dream records since September 2007, where there was an (8 months) interruption between end December 2007 and August 2008, not meaning that there were no similar dreams during this time period, just because I didn’t want to follow the recording because they were too many. Dreams with presence of my father were dropped because there are simply too many, as with those of my mother.

All dreams occurred at nights except mentioned otherwise.

I have inquired by several people about the meaning of my dreams, but none can give me satisfactory answers. Some suggest that GOD calls me to get out of the seclusion and join the Hu government, or at least make my own business or whatever enterprises to serve the nation or the world. Many consider me a great talent and treasure to the nation and therefore shall not live here in Hangzhou alone. Some say these dreams have no meanings, and still others consider them as some kind of commands from GOD but not exactly what they are.

My altitude is to wait for further instructions from the GOD.

No every body is nice, you need to pay special attentions to some of the wicked guys or group of people or even organized groups. You need protect yourself and take defensive or even offensive actions to those who may harm you.

Sometimes you find you need to leave a village, a town, a city or even a country to look for better opportunities, or you're forced to do so. There are lots of difficulties to travel around the world now, for as long as human civilization develops, free traveling has been a more and more distant dream, while hundreds years ago people can go anywhee in the world, without brothering about passports and visas.

Anyway, if you do live in a place for a certain amount of time, you need a house to shelter you and your family. There are incountable sorts of houses in the world, from gorgeous palaces worth billions of dollars to a cave dug in the hills worh zero. Which one you chosse to build, or buy or rent, depends on your state of financial resources.

Money is one of the biggest issues of one's life, although nowadays it is only printed paper and is devaluating as far as you can imagine. In all countries and in all circumstances you need to earn some of them to survive in that place. How your altitude towards money and properties is a personal flavor.

Apart from work, studies and family, one also needs some rest and entertainment, or join some of them, so that one needs to develop some talents and skills in singing, instrument playing and theatrical skills. These skills are also profitable in attracting your other sex and gives you some sort of taste.

We human being are a special species of animals, who have ideas. Everything comes out of ideas, without it no civilization, no science, no machines... Of course all of us have ideas, but only the very fortunate few can realize some of his/her ideas. I likewise have a bunch of them, but till now none are realized or achieved, or put it other way, all are failed.

Every one has met with chances of various sorts - a beauty, a precious stone, a good university, a high salary job, a good friend etc etc. I have lost all of them, due to various reasons. Therefore be careful not to miss them easily. In my experiences, chances are not easily to be regained, especially when one is relatively aged, let's say after 45 for men and 35 for women.

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