IC Design
I am trying to find a cracked vlsi design software for the last couple of days, but there was no result sofar, quite strange. I have actually found several of them, and downloaded them a couple of months ago, only to delete them shortly after from my disks in order to free some space for other purposes. But now they are gone from the Internet and can no more be found again.
I needed these software to start my real ic design. The open source software such as "Electric" seems unable to handle large scale circuit design, nor can it handle automatic hdl creation for millions of gates. It is only a manual circuit designer, for small
Cat
I like cats more than anything else in the world. Today I found a cat on my roof top and when I walked out into the little yard it watched me quietly. It ran away after I called it several times. When I was in Huzhou downtown, I kept several dozens of cats. They were lovely and insisted to sleep with me under my cover.
Visit to Qiang Meiqin's Sister's New Home
Last evening 7 to 9, I went to a luxurously decorated new home of the elder sister of Mrs Qiang Meiqin, the wife of my middle school Linghu's classmate Shen Huchen. The house is situated at the socalled new village some 500 meters from my humble lodging. I was received at the hall, as large as a square, and emptiness filled my heart. The sharp comparison from rich to poor is more than I can bear, when I returned back from their home to my own. Their living quarter is brighly lit while close my home it was dark and shabby.
In China, the rule is - who is honest who is poor. Who has the higher education, who is poorly treated. Among all the 4 childrens of my parents, I am the poorest, while I have the highest education.
During the 2 hours talk I have outlines my future plan, that is roughly a four point mission: 1) to write a best ever biography of my mother which will move all the humans on the earth and cray for her, 2) to shoot a movie or a TV series for my mother, 3) to build a temple fo my mother to honor her forever and 4) to found my own family and to have my own kids to inherit my mother's line.
Apart from mother memorial activities, I will continue to improve my academic stand, and try to keep me in the frontier in whatever area I am located in. IC technology is the final decision.
For all of the above mission I need roughly 100 million US dollars over the next 10 years, and the 20 other years after that will be exclusivelt devoted to the worshipping of my mother.
Zhou's Visit
This noon Zhou Xingfa, my classmate since the earliest childhood, has paid a visit to me for 2 hours. I've gaven him my instructions of how to view my mother's eulogy on my website (that is this site exactly) , because he cannot read English. I have also handed him my book which shall be given to our tutor Qian Shiliang in Huzhou. I bought that book in 1983 or so for my teacher Qian, but I could not give him for various reasons. And now it is the right time to do so, to eachange his giving us our photos of the middle school day he has been keeping for 40 years now. It was a great treausure to him and to us.
Zhou wanted to convince me to recover myself from the misery due to the death of my mother, but this is unlikely because the death of my mother means also my own death, at least mentally and partly bodily as well. To try to recover myself is one thing but to be able to do so is another. In fact I've been trying to get out of deadlock since long long time, but God does not allow me to succeed in any efforts of mine. There is no sign of success in whatever I am trying to do, and no way out in the near future. All of my endevours have ended in vain. And no one is willing to aid me in my struggles.
Business on the web
Doing business on the web proves dead. The big companies have monopolized the Internet and unless I pay handsome money to them, I won't be able to reach my clients. The anti-spamming systems especially those by the Germans have literally excluded me from contacting my potential clients though email marketing. The over reaction of these anti-spammers are endagering the free information flow as dangerous as those imposed by censoring governments, therefore are a threat to Internet freedom. Sending emails are just like broadcasting on TV, and are therefore a regular advertisement channels for those in the business, and it is not legal to prevent doing so. I am wondering who on the earth have granted them to prohibit the email marketing?